my mistakes haunt me,

they follow me in the mist of dark,

I run,

they chase,

I heal,

they hurt,

I speak,

they shout,

theres no one to turn to,

to speak to,

to find comfort,

no one to love,

no one to care,

but only myself,

to hurt others,

lie to others,

abuse others,

but most,

kill my repect people HAD for me.